Zen [ zen ] : a state of calm attentiveness in which one's actions are guided by intuition rather than by conscious effort.

This memoir is my look back on my cancer journey a decade after my diagnosis. My intention is that this book will inspire, illuminate and expand the the minds of those embarking on their own cancer journey, as well as loved ones and care takers of cancer patients.

This is my no holds barred, raw and raucous portrait of my search for my zen within this diagnosis. I share the journaling during my cancer treatment and then reflect on that journey ten years later. Each chapter offers healing prayers or guided meditations that will lift the reader up each leg of the journey.

If you’re willing to embrace an honest depiction of the ugly truths, the deep dives, along with the lighter side of cancer treatment, as well as the spiritual revelations I uncovered within the journey, then this book is for you!